Will I ever feel this good sober?

I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone
I don't wanna be that call at 4 o'clock in the morning
'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home

The sun is blinding
I stayed up again
I'm finding
That's not the way I want my story to end

I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence..
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
'Cause I won't remember, save your breath 'cause what's the use?

The night is calling
And it whispers to me softly, "come play"
I am falling
And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame

I’m just Looking for myself

When it's good, then it's good
It's all good 'till it goes bad'
Till you try to find the you that you once had
I have heard myself cry, never again!
Broken down in agony
Just trying to find a friend

I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me
Why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside, you're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?
Why do I feel this party's over?

bjo
Karla Brito